relative trifles:

so basically i go to chicago with the mission of leaving with my long time friend Gloria as my wife. the whole dream is her deciding. but it's cool because she talks about it openly with me. i dunno thats all i can remember.

i'm in some place where waves break from the shore towards the sea. then like 3 people got hurt on the beach, while i was having sex with my ex-girlfriend. After awhile I tell her i want to go surf and she gets all emo. then her dad walks in the room and i'm cruising on the floor. She thought she saw his dad cruising around outside watching but she said he photoshoped himself to disguise himself. my mom is going to file a report about the people hurt, so i go to the police station with my mom and my brother. while we're in there my brother tries to buy a bag off these two guys getting arrested. but the guy drops the bag and the cop hears the bag hit the ground and turns around and has the guys put in jail. but not my brother. so i sneakily grab the contents of the bag and pretend like i'm throwing something away. then theres a five dollar bill on the garbage can and i show my mom while i'm putting the pot ion my pocket, and she says not to take it because there might be an alarm. i do it anyways and she was right, so i just tell the cop that I was on my way to give it to him and he doesn't even get mad at me. he even lets me have the $5. then we're walking up the street and Abdul'Baha(prominent figure in the Baha'i faith) is there and I see him and so does some lady on the street but my family thinks i'm crazy and doesn't believe me. So we go back to the hotel where we were at. Then I see my ex's dad again. he has a gun and he points it at me so i run inside another room and pull my gun out. he walks in and i rest the barrel at his head. he laughs and i laugh and it's a crazy bonding moment between us. then her mom comes though, and they start looking around my room for something. They don't find anything. Her dad leaves the room and her mom is just talking the usual shit. then her dad comes back with the dress she was wearing that morning sniffing the crotch. He fiercly looks at me and says "so your the one who got her pregnant!". I'm all confused and i say "she's pregnant? how far along?" they say 8 months, and i realize that she only had sex with me to frame me. Then i experience what every guy experiences(or so i'm told) when he finds out he's gonna be a father. I'm never sad except that she didn't tell me, and after it sets in, i'm stoked beyond reality that i'm gonna be a dad.

even if this were true i'd be stoked to be a dad, but i'm glad it was a dream.

so the dream i had today at the t.v. station my uncle works at. i fell asleep under his desk:
i'm in fort wayne and i'm at my parents house looking out the back window and at the pool but everything is all distorted and i realize it's a dream and i'm happy about it. i'm trying to go outside to fly and i wake up but i'm all bummed that i didn't make it outside. then i have a long talk with my dad but it's not very fun. in fact it was shitty. then my uncle wakes me up and i go edit video after coffee and a cigarette half expecting to wake up again.waking life style.

ok this was yesterday, i spent the night at my friend domonique's house and i dream that i'm back in canterbury and mr lewis is throwing fastballs in the gym, and i intentionally let them hit me to be a dick like i'm willing to let it happen, and someone else did too, but i can't remember who...

i was in jail. i have a dream that i escape. then i wake up and i'm still in jail. i have several more dreams about leaving jail, but without fail i wake up once again still emprisoned.

i wish i were making this up. call me if you want to know more...

ok so i was at home, and i went to this kid ryan lau's house. he's a skateboarder you guys will see some video of this kid. anyways he wasn't home and i really wanted some water and then when i get it and i drink it he appears but i was already in his house and drinking his water and he was like get out of my house. and i felt bad. so i went back home. then i jumped through the shower on the second story it started flooding and everything. i got my cigarettes soaked and i was bummed. so then i went to sleep and i woke up to my uncle bert saying lets go surf so i said shoot den. we went to the beach and he was in the water and so were like 4 cops. i heard something on a radio about something happening in waimanalo the town like some crazy guy and all the cops were happy because that meant money. it was fucked up. but then they started shining this green light on me, and someone said if i'd never had that done before it can be kinda uncomfortable. afterwards all these green bumps started appearing all over my body. then i heard backstreet boys loudly and realized it was my cousin and i wokke up right before actually getting to surf. oh well, i never get to go surf.

This dream was just glimpses of skateboarding, not like most of my other dreams it was hazy and hard to remember. I don't even remember trying any tricks, I just know I was on my skateboard. Also this girl I have a crush on is in the dream. She lives in my neighborhood in this dream, and i just keep skateboarding. Much like real life. Hot girls, but I keep skating. and falling...

So I'n barely willing to admit one of these dreams, because it weirded me out so much. Still does but oh well.
First Dream: I was in Hawaii, just like in real life, and I was at some strange building where I was skateboarding and I think I went to the beach and there were crazy big waves, and i got caught in a whirlpool. Someone pulled me out but thn this kid startd to pick a fight with me. He must have been half my size and he was totally trying to kick my ass. I feel bad but I clocked the little bastard and he ran away. Then i went skateboarding again and he showed up with three friends. So I think i kinda beat the shit out of 3 kids, but they were definately the instigators, they just ran up at me. I'm not sure what else happened though.
Second Dream: I had just gotten back from Hawaii to Fort Wayne and i was going to hang out with Mary(my ex-girlfriend), but she stood me up and when I went to her house it was just her family there(mom and brothers). It was kind of late so her mom said I could wait there for her to come back. Well her mom put her brothers to bed and then she came back downstairs wearing a bathrobe. She asked me why I stayed away so long and I was kind of shocked because I thought she hated my guts. Well she does in real life. Anyways she talked about how lonely she was because her husband and her got a divorce. Then she opened her robe and said she missed me. Then she grabbed me and started kissing my neck. She wrestled me to the ground and I escaped. Right then Mary and her friends walked in the door and in less than a few minutes the truth came out. But strangely Mary wasn't upset by it. I'm sure she would be if she read this though.